Wednesday, November 21, 2007

it's sha's birthday tomorrow, we did a 'surprise' birthday thingy for her today. not as big a surprise as the last 3 years though. an assortment of cakes from mezza9 was ordered from hongkong and we picked'em up without her knowing. i most certainly wasn't expecting so many slices!! and it was only 4 of us at dinner! haha. thanks james for the treat though!

on a less happy note, it's starting again. i can sense it. it's like a perpetual grey-skied world. sounds alot like dysthymia to me. how ironic, dysthymia is in one of the chapters in my child abnormal psychology text. it was really quite fine the entire day, from lunch with hannah and lea at the marmalade pantry @ hollandv (the wild mushroom and truffle oil quiche was good by the way), to reading about declarative memory at the orchard lib, all through dinner with the girls at sanur. but somehow, after dinner, the mood sank.

why...

why...

maybe it's the thought of how we'll all be pursuing different, separate routes in just 8 months from now. it's depressing.