Friday, April 28, 2006

blogging after my 3rd paper. ONLY!!! only the 3rd and it's friday already and it's 28th april 2006 already. BOO...

haven't been feeling too good throughout this Entire exam period this sem. don't know why also..by right, i oughta be uber excited at the mere thought of gg to the US of A on 5th May.

oh freak, that's like next friday. 1 week.

oh yea, as i was saying, everything is going smoothly, except for the part about remembering what i've studied, but that aside, everything is going smoothly, just that it doesn't feel like anything is. know wat i mean?

this sem i'm just losing steam soooo quickly it's crazy. maybe it's the trip. but i'm not even excited about it, about travellling for 32 hours halfway across the world, without my parents, and being in the states for 3 looooong months before coming back. maybe that's it. --> without my parents..i can do with that. without friends...sob. that's not true technically cos there are friends going just that i do wish so badly that sha was gg too. or if the boy could too, that woulda be perfect. but no, they're not going.

there's just so much to memorise up and down, left and right. sleeping at unearthly hours and waking at equally unearthly hours, but what results show?! the papers i've taken don't feel good, except probably heavenly maths..which i S/U-ed!!! it's no major hoo-haa, but it just feels like that. and both my core mods are on the SAME day next week and i'm positively terrified that all 14 chapters of social psyc will disappear into the blackhole during the exam.

help.

not feeling good and getting into periodic bouts of erm...depression (?) nah..not so serious. just unhappiness. this is not good for me. or for the pple ard me. bet the boy cant figure out what's up (or down) also. pardon me, but i can't either.

sigh. sigh. sigh.

sha is moving home today. no more neighbour :(

think i shall go sleep. maybe it's the lack of sleep...situational attribution instead of dispositional attribution.

BOO.