Thursday, January 19, 2006

1 tutorial has messed up my timetable and my outside-of-school lessons.

BOOO.

all because of elang, i now haf a 5 day week...it's horrible! and it's only a 1-hour tutorial on monday! it clashes with my music and i'm in a dead spot now cos there probably aint any other times that can fit both of us :( shoulda checked before i took the mod i know, but there really wasnt much choice. my lecturer was no help at all - he told me that i should take the module next semester -_-

on a happier note, heavenly math is awesome! it's amazing, really, the scope of astronomy and astrology and the likes and it's even more amazing to picture the amount of info we're gg to learn through the sem!! it's tough though, ok maybe it's cos i have not even printed the notes or got down to reading them, but i'll get there this week.

my friend gave me a note a coupla days ago. are we still friends? after what's happened, after we saw how awkward things were 1.5 mths ago, after what said in ur note, are we friends in the thinnest layer of the word, or can we still be friends in every sense of the word? i should have guessed that 1.5 mths might elicit a change such as this, but i didn't really want to believe it. now i have to.

bing wants me to talk, but how do i do that? go up and ask what exactly do u want? or why are things so different now compared to then? or why didn't you just ask....?

this talk has been long overdued for even longer than 1.5 mths. i have to do it. but how.........that's a problem already.

i wanted a new year to mean a new start, a fresh new start, a happily fresh new start. the hols were miserable, is my new sem going to be that way too? :(