Thursday, December 01, 2005

today was supposed to be a happy day. a very happy day.
cos exams are over.
cos i've not gone home and don't hafta account to my parents for staying out late.
cos happy times could be ending. little do i know that it's ending earlier than expected.
cos the idea of being around someone u're so comfortable with is really cozy.
cos i managed to sleep till 230pm. nevermind that i slept at 5am...
cos i had free movie tickets.
cos i could have lunched out and watched 2 free movies and shopped.

unfortunately, as always in my case, things don't turn out as sugary sweet as i wish. spent the whole afternoon in hall attempting to pack my stuff before gg home thurs or fri. wanted to lunch out, but someone wasnt free. din really intend to stay in the entire day while the sun was out.

what a waste of a good day.

waited till 9pm before leaving hall to go catch a show. first up: the free passes were not applicable to the only 2 shows that jp was showing -_- as if that didn't spoil my mood enough, you didn't even look interested in watching anything. like i forced u to go there. u don't care anyway. so why bother, right?

chicken little is supposed to be a funny funloving makepeoplelaugh kind of show that most pple should enjoy. sadly, i'm part of the minority while u're not. never do i ever want to watch that show again on tv or wherever cos i'm onli gonna be reminded about how rotten the feelings were during the entire 3 hours that i was out.

the way back seemed to be the longest ever that has occured between us. those who know me well will know that i really hate silent periods. this mood was really stinking-ly foul. and over such a small matter! i cant stand myself at times like this.

the travelling distance was that of 4 mrt stations at most, but it sure felt like aye was the longest expressway ever and wasn't ever ending. really felt like just shouting there but of cos that didn't happen. when u dropped me at the main door, guess u really really Dropped the whole thing. no matter even if i slammed the damn door so hard it fell off its hinges, u'd attend straight to ur door anyway.

what's up with the emotions breakdown tonight girl! i hate it when things happen like this. the triggering issue is really insignificant and i wonder of i'll actually be feeling different if u even tried making me feel that the issue was insignificant.

oh right. it doesnt matter anyway. reckon this is a pre-vacation fling for ya. so have fun while it lasts. or maybe i should be saying that to myself. oh heck, i shouldn't even be thinking that.

whatever. my mood stinks now. durian ice cream at 1145pm on sunday night was a really sweet surprise but that doesnt make up for how sian it is now.

now i remember, 1 thing i liked bout chicken little were the songs. "don't go breakin' my heart, i won't go breakin' your heart".

saturday will be closure day. or not.