Saturday, December 17, 2005

received a reply coupla days ago. i don't know how to react to it, seriously. initially, it was joy -- by looking at the heading and sender. then -blank- when reading the contents.

gave some answers to what i wanted to know. but there's still more that's unsaid. guess i'll wait. till next year starts before knowing whether or not there's an end. or not.

talked to alee bout this. he knows wat i mean, cos he's been through a more intense version of it. thanks man :) 3 hours ahead really makes alot of difference now. it mattered alot 1.5 years ago, and it does again, now.

situations like this that makes u realise things. the way u don't expect you will do something, but it turns out that, hey, you do do that something actually. much as you don't want to admit it, much as you don't think it will happen, much as you don't see any good coming out of it. despite all, it still happens.

doesn't life drive u mad sometimes. mine does.

when everything around you is a memory of something better than what you are experiencing now.