Friday, May 13, 2005

i'm so stupid sometimes i dun even know how i managed that.

why am i so myopic at times? hmm come to think of it, make that most of the time. that kind of uncertainty and being at a complete loss as to being clear on things...that just soo gets on my nerves, i dun even understand myself. dun understand what i'm seeing, thinking, feeling, doing.

it's times like that when u wonder why you're doing/thinking/feeing 1 way when it clearly should be in another way.

crap. i hate feeling so sillly.

things are screwing up around me lately. relationships are fragile, they complicate themselves as we grow up. long gone are simplicity and innocence and freedom and restriction-free boundaries. here to stay are constraints, more issues to consider, more people to involve, and whatever sh*t everything has to offer. wth.

crap, grumpiness aint gonna help nothing. it'll do good to snap out of this, good for me, good for those around, good for the close pals, good for those who haf already been subjected to complaints and horrid moods.