Sunday, January 23, 2005

went running this morning (yes for the 2nd time this week!!) around bishan park. no, not literally the perimeter of the park though i would love to do that, but bout 3/4 i think or maybe lesser. did a "warm-up" run from my gate-step down along st.nics to the bishan park bus stop to meet my friend, and a "cool-down" walk from bishan park to mcdonalds for breakfast...oops! couldn't quite resist the thought of an inviting sausage and egg mcmuffin though that clearly defeats the purpose of running but still....!

dunno if i wanna know this but you had news for me. we were sitting at the bus stop for about an hour waiting for your bus to come, except that at least 20 buses passed before u finally got up one. you told me what i really didn't have to know, all i wanna do now is to pretend that not a bit of your utterance got into my long term memory bank. it was amusing though, what you said, and how you put it across. i admit, i was sort of stunned when you first said it, probably with my dropped jaw and enlarged eyes. after that, the awkward feeling (otherwise known as being pai seh) started creeping in. it's just too weird for me to hear all these from you, especially when u're saying it as if u're casually talking about your breakfast or something.

guess all i can do now is 'come to terms' with it. and sorry sat is not a free day for me to go to sentosa, even after you blatantly let out that its supposed to be a 'date'....a close friend said that we should not decide anything too quickly, especially without giving yourself an opportunity to get an all-rounded perspective on issues. thanks girl, can always count on U for mature sensible advice!

to Bing: i hope everything has been settled between u and howe. dear girl, please do not ever think that way again, there's always gotta be 2 sides to any issue that arises and of course, 2 sides to resolving them. just want you to know that no matter what happens, you know that we are always here for u girl, i'm always here for u. gimme a call or msg me anytime. love you babe!