Sunday, December 12, 2004

yesterday was a fun fun fun day!!! i met sha bing xuan for lunch at nydc wheelock. we arranged to meet at 12, but hehe, as expected, everyone was late anyway. they had a lot of surprise planning behind the scenes. in their words: "it was a good plan, but the pple screwed it up". haha. its ok girls! i still love u!!! and i really appreciate the planning and i love the present and the cake too :)

we learnt something bout nydc yesterday, that they will NOT allow u to consume anything that u did not buy from nydc itself, no allowances whatsoever for whatsoever reasons, not even if u are celebrating ur fren's bday there and u bought her a cake and u are still gonna be eating there anyway. talk about being inflexible...

bing went back to hall at bout 230, xuan went home bout 330. sha and i walked around town looking for stuff to buy for mummy....her belated bday present which i've not gotten! we walked from isetan to taka...all the way till 630 or 7 when we sat out tired butts and legs in cini, while waiting for yewmun and junxian. the 2 of them were suuuuuuper late. it was almost 8 when they finally arrived from sch...we had dinner at the xiao long bao place at paragon basement, the one where u haf to take a queue number (ahem, yes a queue number) and wait together with the hoardes of humgry pple outside the restaurant before ur number (it was 167 when we got there, our number was 216) starts flashing on the digital number thingy. by their mistake, we ate a free plate of fried rice...the xiao long bao there is quite yummy!!

initially, we thot it'd be great if we cud catch a movie, sigh~ there were no suitable movies at suitable timings at cini, lido, ps golden vilage. end up, the 4 of us were at cini talking and slacking from 940pm till 1110pm. haha. we had a good laugh last night. it's been quite a while since we laughed like that, till my stomach ached from laughing too much! feels good to be laughing like that with them :) we missed 162 from the bus-stop outside phoenix hotel, so it was a long and wet wait for the last 167 back home. can remember the last time we took 167 back, it was the first bus (or so we think) of the day and we waited all night for the bus haha. talk about the good old times..... reached home at 12.30am, lucky mummy din say anything altho she was still awake.

went to sch for a singtel meeting today. reached there 45 mins late, sigh the traffic was bad! found out today that ym and jiahe are prob gonna be account managers for singtel, so cool! good for them...stanley, ym, jx, jh, sha, trevor, i had lunch at clementi then sha me trevor and ym went to sha's home for mahjong session. wah!!!!! i lost terribly. i was the major contributor to their wins..oops. betta practise my mahjong alot before playing with them. but trevor din wanna take the money, think i owe him a treat... thanks trevor!

1 thing i've learnt so far is to control my temper (it's quite bad actually), and to tolerate having words thrown ur way esp when things are already not gg your way. REN!!! that was what i was doing the whole night actually...someone was being such a bugger..but not nice to show black face la..was trying hard not to make it look black haha. he said i just looked sian haha. its a skill, a difficult skill, not to gif the world a full display of whatever's seething (or boiling? or steaming?) inside u. not many pple can master it. many pple still can't master it. i need lots of improvement on that. but well, it was still fun playing with them. i think mahjong gives u a rush of endorphins when u know that 1 tile is all u need to win, and...win Big (ok, maybe not sooo big in my case). the sort of heart-pumping, blood rushing feeling is something i nv associated with the game, until just now.

had a long long walk from the bus-stop to home just now. walked down thomson view, to the park, thru the park, past st. nics, down to macdonalds at amk, then all the way up again...talking all the way bout various stuff..sensitive and not-so-sensitive stuff. he thot something was troubling me. well, not exactly, i dun really know too. but when i find the root, i'll call u. but still, i'm happy.

haven't found anything that's really been exciting for a long long while. why? there's this tinge of sian feeling inside. why? wats the root? i shall find out why soon.

does it happen to u sometimes that u feel u might want something altho u're not too sure. yet u tell urself that u cannot want that something cos it wun be good or whatever. talk about internal conflict.

gg to bangkok tmr morning.....shopping!!!