Sunday, September 19, 2004

this is not bout school work (not the complexities of physics and moment of inertia, or the sheer amount of work waiting for me regarding soci studying), its not bout family (not everythings flawlessly fine but i'm still ok w it so far), its not bout my music (forget takin exam this year, gotta wait another freakin year to take the freakin exam), its more of just weird unexplainable sensations....feelings....

why is that the world can be soo deep at times? such that one minute, everything is a-ok, the weather is excellent, pple are talking laughing and having fun with one another and the next its a complete 180 degree change, thunderstorms and shaky ground, confused mind(s), invisible barrier(s) among individuals (built up in a span of 1 or 2 days??!!)...whats the world coming to? whats happening?

is this the subtle hint to the beginning of the end of something that was once fun, close to the heart and accompanied by endless laughter and smiles and memorable moments? i dunno. i dun haf the answer to such a mystery.

some pple have given their perspectives on this. it sounds like it could explain the feelings but then again maybe not.